My husband recently told me that I'm "a woman with a plan." Once I complete one task or achieve one dream, I'm onto the next thing, and so on and so forth. I would have to disagree with my husband here because while I'd like to think I've got a plan, I've really got nothing. I'm a Gemini, we're naturally focused and all over the place at the same time (All you May 22-June 21 babies should agree with that statement). And on top of that - I don't have a plan, the universe has a plan for me, and that is that my life is like Groundhog's Day. I'm the female human reincarnate of Punxsutaney Phil. On Feb 2nd 2010 he said we had six more weeks of winter...I wish I could break this pattern of mine before then.
Each morning I wake up at 6:55am, head to the kitchen to make a pot of coffee, watch 30-45 minutes of the Today Show (America's "Most Watched Morning News Program"), get in the shower, pick out my clothes, if I'm lucky brush my hair and put on make-up (this very rarely happens lately). Then, I take a 5 minute drive to work spend the next 8-9 hours there, and head home to do it all over again the next day.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not in a rut, I'm not depressed, I'm not unsatisfied with my life...I think I'm just one of those people that enjoys having things to look forward to, weddings, babies, birthdays. I love to buy gifts and send cards. I'm happiest when I get to wrap a present or pick out flowers. Pretty much all the day to day monotonous stuff though is not my cup of tea. I've never been good at "enjoying the moment," "seizing the day," or "living in the present." I'm ALWAYS thinking about what else I could be doing, what else I have to do, or somewhere else I'd rather be. I've tried yoga, which I liked, but I hated the mandatory meditation portion of the classes. I do not have ADD or ADHD. I'm very content sitting still, but I like constant stimulation. I read a lot, I watch a lot of TV, and when I get sick of all of those things, I blog. Can anyone identify with me?
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